My life is slowly improving, little by little, bit by bit. And it has nothing to do with my financial situation. In fact, that is as shitty as ever. I've just stopped caring. I don't even give a shit about my credit score anymore. Maybe my actual life hasn't really changed much, just how I feel about it.
My attitude has been annoyingly and persistently positive lately. The trip to Boston was definitely a help. I'm actually really lucky it turned out as well as it did. I also owe it to some really nice people living about 500 miles north of here. Unfortunately, I can't afford to take a trip like that every few months, or even every year. I also have only been back to work 1 out of the last 7 days. and was on vacation before that. I'm hoping that once I get back into the routine, my attitude won't slide downhill.
I am suddenly optimistic about my romantic future, as well. I'm not looking for anything, but I have a good feeling. I almost never have a good feeling like that. Things are definitely looking up.
This improvement, however, is taking too long. I don't like waiting. That's what being sick feels like, just sitting around and waiting. All I can hope for is that my body heals quickly, and is finally able to keep up with my mind.
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